tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post2321459361513648236..comments2023-10-24T06:38:02.218-07:00Comments on Sami's Blog: Back to square oneLisettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06486760107232191431noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post-56010318722802606772010-03-30T03:43:06.260-07:002010-03-30T03:43:06.260-07:00If there is ever a time to do the things we need t...If there is ever a time to do the things we need to do for ourselves, its now. *hugs*Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post-35578342383059563352010-03-25T19:59:09.316-07:002010-03-25T19:59:09.316-07:00((Hugs)) Don't be sorry at all, you don't...((Hugs)) Don't be sorry at all, you don't need to justify anything!!With Out My Punkinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18281873659003034133noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post-36959089759721027572010-03-25T15:38:55.606-07:002010-03-25T15:38:55.606-07:00Oh, I am so sorry. Sending more hugs and hope.Oh, I am so sorry. Sending more hugs and hope.caitsmomhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12526920268165723942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post-73523815618132895192010-03-25T14:25:41.873-07:002010-03-25T14:25:41.873-07:00Oh sweetie... Sending hugs and warm thoughts.Oh sweetie... Sending hugs and warm thoughts.Michelehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17681333723382119281noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post-77782603853594602692010-03-25T13:13:24.630-07:002010-03-25T13:13:24.630-07:00I'm so sorry, Lisette. My nephew was born 8 da...I'm so sorry, Lisette. My nephew was born 8 days before Hannah was due. I haven't seen him yet, but really because they live so far away. (In a way that is a blessing) But you are right, they do not understand and you have to feel how you feel. She is your daughter. She is not here. Their children are. It is a heartache like no other.<br /><br />BIG hugs to you and many, many prayers. xxxKaty Larsenhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14147665316890835738noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post-24787683053128418482010-03-25T12:53:23.677-07:002010-03-25T12:53:23.677-07:00I am so sorry sweetie, I am so so sorry. I feel y...I am so sorry sweetie, I am so so sorry. I feel you were justified in your reaction. And you shouldn't apologize at all for how you feel its completely understandable. In fact, I predict that will happen to me when all the people that are pregnant around me (and there are 3 close to me). I already anticipate it being too hard to be around my nephew who is due in August. I may be able to see him but I doubt I'll be ok to hold him. I think you handled yourself as well as you could, I would have turned around and went home. I think you were brave to go into the house and try. I have a quote on my blog today that says "Courage is being afraid but going on anyhow" and that's what you did. And I think your family understands. It is hard talking to those who don't understand cause they have not lost a child. Its even harder to watch those with babies who take it for granted. Praying and thinking of you :) always.<br /><br />love<br />elenaAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07194853103053771968noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post-7064905475761913912010-03-25T12:45:08.216-07:002010-03-25T12:45:08.216-07:00I am so sorry Lisette. I know what you mean about ...I am so sorry Lisette. I know what you mean about having those breakdowns and the walls closing in. I told my husband yesterday I feel like I am dealing with Jenna's death with bitterness and acceptance all at once. It hurts (for lack of a better word) no it feels like I am being slapped in the face when I see another baby girl, especially close to her age. You may feel like you are back at square one, but you only hurt because of the love you have for precious Sami. That love will never go away, in time it will get easier... i hope for both of us. I am glad you have such an awesome brother, those people are a lifesaver! thinking of you and precious Sami.<br />xoFranchescahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08362049658761399255noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1489893954801724761.post-49500613929427193422010-03-25T12:10:22.469-07:002010-03-25T12:10:22.469-07:00Im so sorry you had such a rough day like that. I ...Im so sorry you had such a rough day like that. I had many days like that in the months after losing my daughter and still have them happen from time to time. Even though I got pregnant with my rainbow baby a few months of losing my daughter that did not help the pain. when I was 5 months along with my rainbow baby my good friend gave birth to a daughter. I love my friend dearly and just had to visit her in the hospital no matter how hard it would be for me. this is the first time I had seen a baby let alone another baby girl since the passing of my daughter. I knew it was going to be tough but I had no idea how bad it was going to be. The moment I held her I had a flash back, back to the hospital I had given birth at and for a split second I pretended that it was me holding my newborn daughter again. I cried so much it was embarrassing. I kept apologizing and couldnt get the tears to stop flowing. they thought I was emotional in the sense of a really happy family member or something... and I was to an extent but I was crying mostly because I had a taste of holding the newborn baby girl that I would never get to hold. A living breathing healthy baby girl. <br /><br />Here I am 3 years after losing her and I still cant stand to go to a baby shower of a little girl. I just cant do it. Its too much.Tiffanyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01911556527598826953noreply@blogger.com