I am sorry I have neglected your blog Sami. I feel horrible about it. In my head I have written post after post but I obviously do nothing, well I can't say that. I start a post but never publish it for some reason or another. So much time has passed and your birthday is just around the corner. It is hard to believe three years have almost passed.
I have to say I am in a better place now but the pain of you missing is always there. I guess you can say I have just learned to cope without you. I am sure you know that baby girl not a single day goes by that I don't think of you. Have you noticed Emma kissing your pictures? Julian still says good night to you and talks about you everyday. I love how you visit him often.
The memorial walk in next month and I am looking forward to it. I love hearing your name out loud so the world can here it. Of course balloons will be sent up for you. I hope you can see it and feel our love.
This post is short but I PROMISE I won't neglect this blog anymore. I need it more than ever as your birthday approaches. I love you so much my love.
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I haven't written much in my blog lately either... but like you I have written hundreds of entries in my head. Every day I stumble across inspiration and things I need to write about but it's hasn't been done. Sometimes we just need some room to breathe. It doesn't mean we think of our babies any less, or miss them any less. Thinking of you and Sami as you approach her birthday. XOXO
Sending lots of hugs. I have been thinking this same way lately.
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