Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Today I am feeling...

ANGRY!!!!!!
SAD!!!!
ANNOYED!!!
LET DOWN!!!

It never fails that when I really need someone my honey is out of town for work. This sucks, I hate it and I just want to scream. He is my best friend, the only one in my life that is stable and really understands me. My honey is the ONLY one that I can trust with everything and anything. Sometimes I tend to forget that. Days like this make me want to run to him and tell him thank you for being my best everything. I seriously need to make changes in my life. I always say that and never follow trough, now it's written so there is no going back. I will only disappoint myself if I do. I think it will only benefit me in the long run. I really hope there are better days ahead for me because I can't handle all of this at the moment. Have you ever had one of those days where you just want to tell everyone to F off? (Not to you fellow BLM's!!!) Well today is one of those days for me. UURRGGHH!!!!

15 comments:

Franchesca said...

I'm so sorry, Lisette, wish I could give you a hug irl. I hope you feel better soon, i know what you mean- my hubs is my best friend too.

xo

heathermohr said...

(((hugs)))

lost--for--words said...

Are we living the same life? This day has been an aweful one.... I would love to tell so many people to 'F' off for causing so much drama and making my life miserable. I'm fighing to try to stay positive.... only for the doings of others to screw it all up. I'm sick and tired of it all. Hope things start looking up for us both. ((hugs))

Jill said...

Sorry you are having one of these days. Wish your hubby was home with you. XO

mrslinares said...

sorry your having one of those days. :( ((Hugs))

Hope's Blog said...

Big {{{HUGS}}}} coming your way...hope tomorrow is a better day!

croleyc69 said...

Sorry your having one of those days !! I'm praying for you.

Sending you lots of {{{HUGS}}}

Caroline

Michelle said...

So sorry. I'm having a bad day too. I'm not angry, but feeling all the other things you are too. My hubby seems to always be gone on my worst days too.=( Hope you have a better day tomorrow.

PB&J said...

I totally get it... Let it OUT

Antoinette said...

Let it out girl....and YES I know exactly what you mean....Anthony seems to be the only one these days that can really feel my pain and understand my concerns...i get lonely when he has to work over time and especially when i am having 'one of those days' as well ((hug))

With Out My Punkin said...

(((((HUGS))))) I'm sorry I wish your hubs was home with you! I hope that tomorrow brings a better day!

Sarita Boyette said...

Yes, I've had those days before, and I agree - my husband has been with me through thick and thin about my grief. Hope things get better for you. Remembering little Sami....

Lori said...

These days STINK. I'm sorry you are dealing with it and hope that it gets better and the changes you plan to make are swift and so much better for you.

Holly said...

Sorry you've had one of those days!

elena said...

Sorry you had one of these days. I definitely have had one of those days myself :)

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