Saturday, May 21, 2011

It's been so long

I can't believe it's been so long since I last posted but I have been busy and tired. I am now adjusting to my new routine with a new baby. Julian continues to be amazing and only once he called Emma Sami. It pulled at my heart but I nicely corrected him and he sweetly said "sorry Emma". My husband and I are afraid of doing that especially once she is older. There is a particular face she makes that makes her look just like Sami. It has made me cry plenty of times. The baby blues are going away and I am glad because I was tired of crying for no reason. I would see her and just start balling. Having this little girl is such a blessing that I cannot say thank you enough to the Lord above.

I am so sad that I never had the chance to hold and kiss Sami all the time like I can with Emma but I know I will one day. There is no doubt in my mind that she is waiting for me. Everyday that passes I am thankful that I got another day with Julian and Emma and at the same time thankful that I am one day closer to Sami.

There is a hungry little one calling out for me so this is a short one but so far in 2 weeks she has grown an inch and has gained 13 oz... Not bad at all if I say so myself.

11 comments:

Sarita Boyette said...

What a precious doll! I'm so happy for you! Yes, Sami will be waiting for you in Heaven and you can hold her and kiss her all you want. I long for that with M, too. xoxo

Melissa said...

So is SO darn cute! How special (and heartbreaking) that she resembles your Sami at times! What are mixture of emotions you must be experiencing! Congratulations on your beautiful Emma!

AnnaMarie said...

Emma is adorable! I love the rainbow of tulle surrounding her.

(((hugs)))

Caroline said...

So precious and I know how bittersweet it is. I'm so Happy for you all. I know Sami is lookin from above and smilin.
Congrats again what a beautiful family and I'm so glad I met you online.

butterflymom said...

Rainbow baby Emma is absolutely adorable! I'm glad that some of your baby blues have gone away....hope it continues to be that way for you, Lisette. Sending hugs your way.

Jessica said...

She is so adorable. :) The rainbow is beautiful. I thought it was a tutu at first.

Christy said...

oh, she's just so gorgeous and perfect
xx

St Elsewhere said...

I am so so happy for you. I read your FB updates too, and I know that Emma has brought a lot of joy in your lives.

Julian is such an awesome, doting brother. Love it too.

Take Care!

Monica said...

Congrats on your beautiful rainbow baby. Love the rainbow tutu!

Chasing Rainbow said...

Congrats on a beautiful little baby girl...she is so lovely.

Holly said...

Oh she is just darling and love her rainbow tutu!

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