Thursday, May 05, 2011

May 6, 2011

Tomorrow on my due date I will be induced. Pray that everything goes well and that I get to finally come home with a baby in my arms hopefully on Mother's day! Today I had an NST done and she passed with flying colors. This week we have spent so much time bonding with Julian as his world is going to change so much. My son knows something is happening. Today he told me he doesn't want Emma to come because the doctor is going to hurt my tummy! I just love that little boy so much.

Last night I had a dream that I desperately needed this week... Marie was coming back to us and she seemed really tired and kind of not ready to face our world again but she did however stop to tell me about Sami. She said that she is very spoiled because Marie always had her in her arms, Sami laughs a lot and is a very happy little girl. She also said she always has on the prettiest dresses. I woke up and had a long good cry, I mean one where I couldn't catch my breath. It has been such a long road and as much as I want and need Sami here, I love knowing that she is happy in heaven. Knowing that Marie is holding her close just makes me so happy. I know they are both together and are both so happy. God is great and heaven is really real just like the book.

I will try to have someone update for me on miss Emma's arrival. Pray all goes well.
For now I leave you pictures from this week.




To many things around for Julian, lol.

Sami's brick with a Toy Story balloon
Real soon my belly will be gone
Julian with his HAPPY face

12 comments:

Caroline said...

Keeping you & Emma & the rest of the family in my prayers. Take care Love you
Beautiful pics

St Elsewhere said...

Sending many prayers and thoughts your way...Praying for Emma's safe arrival.

The pictures are fabulous!

Good Luck!

Wyatt's Mommie said...

Thinking of you and praying all goes perfect!!

Tiffany said...

thinking of you mama! cant wait for emma to be here <3

Hope's Blog said...

I am so excite for all of you. I can't wait to see pictures of Emma. Julian is so cute...he is so worried about you. I am praying you will all be home on Mother's Day...what an amazing day that will be for you.

I love your dream...so beautiful. Sami is in such loving arms.

Much love and {{HUGS}} coming your way!

PB&J said...

wishing you and your rainbow baby girl the safest arrival. So much love going out to you and your family..

Melissa said...

Great pics. Praying for you and Emma. Praying she will be safe in your arms in time for Mother's Day! :)

Jen said...

You are in my thoughts and prayers

Malory said...

O my I am crying over your dream. How special to have that! CANNOT WAIT TIL EMMA ARRIVES! So excited!!!!!!!!!!

Sarita Boyette said...

What a wonderful dream! Thinking of you as you prepare to meet Emma. xoxo

heathermohr said...

I m so excited for you and can't wait to hear about Emma's safe arrival!!

Michelle said...

Just wanted to let you know I've been thinking of you the last few days. I hope/pray everything went well. Can't wait to meet your new litte one. I am due any day now!

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