Friday, September 10, 2010

Alan Jackson - Sissy's Song



Why did she have to go

So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, wife and mother
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Loved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the why
Feeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me


When I first heard this song it made me sad to think that song was written for someone who lost a loved one. I never in a million years would have thought that I would hear it and think of Marie. This stuff happened to other people so I thought. Now it's our reality, it's not fair. On Sunday it will be Marie's birthday. My heart hurts right now. Last year on her birthday we were smiling laughing and enjoying a beautiful day at the fair .  If I would have known that would be the last birthday I would share with her I would have taken it all in. I would have laughed more, Marie had this beautiful smile. I need her now more than ever.
I need her words of wisdom, I need her tell me that I can deal with whatever life throws at me. I can't believe she isn't here with us. Sometimes I feel selfish for being mad that she was taken when I needed her the most. We all needed her in my family. Oh my gosh I can't stop crying, I will continue my Marie post later in the weekend. I am so emotional!!!

13 comments:

croleyc69 said...

{{HUGS}} and praying for a peaceful weekend. I love that song.

Caroline

Michelle said...

Oh Lisette, My heart aches for you right now. I sometimes feel the same about my aunt and grandmother, how I need them. I'll pray for you.

mrslinares said...

((HUGS)) praying for you and your family.

Hope's Blog said...

I love that song and I cry every time I hear it. You can deal with what life throws at you...you amaze me. I pray for you and your family and know that {{HUGS}} are always waiting for you in Ohio.

Jill said...

I have never heard that song. So touching! Love to you...

Jessica said...

Just listened to that song for the first time. I am not a big country fan but that is a GOOD song. I pray that you will find some peace this weekend <3

Mary said...

Your words remind me of a Reba McEntire song "If I had only known". But, I am sure that every moment you had with her was special and she knew that you loved her.

*Laura Angel said...

Thinking of you and Sami!

Lori said...

Bless your heart....wish I could give you a big hug.
xoxo

Antoinette said...

Love to you and your family...."Happy Birthday Marie!!"....(((((((hugs))))))

Sarita Boyette said...

So sorry for the loss of sweet Marie. Maybe she will send you a butterfly or another sign this weekend. Hugs & love....

Jessica said...

Thinking of you (hugs)

elena said...

I've not ever heard this song, thank you for sharing it. I know I am not always around but I do think of you often. *hugs*

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