I can hardly believe that Sami's memorial is this Saturday! I am almost ready, I just need to finish the names on the balloon for the balloon release that I am very excited for. I just got news that we found someone to play the piano during her mass, I didn't want it to be so quiet. We will also have a guitarist during her lunch. He is a good friend and last year he played at her service and I told he had to make us smile with his music again. I am sure my family will like that surprise.
I have been feeling way better this week, I hope this is just a sign for better days to come with this little rainbow. On Tuesday, Sami's actual birthday I get to go see the specialist for my NT scan. To say I am nervous is an understatement. That is the same test that let me know something was wrong. I haven't really thought about it because I will make myself sick so I will just let it be until that day. Please pray that all is well with this little one. I don't know what I will do if they find something wrong again. OK enough of that for now... This week I am have been smiling more even though I can't believe it's going to be one year since my beautiful Sami as here with me, sigh! In this year I have cried like never before, it's normal to me now yet I have smiled like never before because she has blessed me in so many ways. I am so thankful Sami came into my life, what a beautiful blessing from above.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
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I'll be thinking of you! I know her memorial will be beautiful. xo
I can't wait to see the memorial pictures I will be thinking of her and you and all that is going on in your rainbow world too. Be tender to your heart this weekend.
praying every breath until i read your ultrasound post
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may your service bring tenderness and blessings and healing to your heart! i know our girls are dancing together in heaven at His feet! (((((hugs)))))
I have been thinking about you a lot lately. I know her memorial is this weekend and I wish I could have made the trip...it is going to be beautiful. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and I can't wait to see some pictures from the memorial.
Yes, you can always remember that you had a beautiful little girl with dark pretty curls - Sami left you with great blessings, even though you miss her so much. Praying for your tests - that Rainbow will be perfectly healthy. xoxoxo
I remember following along your blog before your precious Sami was here. I just cannot believe it's going to be a year!!! Time flies, and my heart is with you. I've been thinking lots about you, as I know Sami's day is approaching.
(((hugs)))
I'll keep you in my prayers! Im glad you're finding your smile again, you deserve it! The memorial will be perfect! (((HUGS)))
Wow a year already. I bet you have a beautiful service set up for her. She will be holding hands with her brother/sister and watch from above! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers as you go for your scan. I know it can be so scary.
I have been thinking of you so much lately. Praying that her service brings you as much healing as Janessa's did for me.
Thinking about you and Sami always - but especially today... I know that she will be with you watching over you and her little brother or sister on Tuesday when you have your check-up.
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